Why?

They say advice is what you look for when you already knew what to do but wished you didn't.

Maybe you already knew the right thing to do but some part of you keep deceiving yourself into thinking that the situation would turn around one day.

Maybe you were just too afraid to accept the fact, the fact that every time you think about it, you'd anticipate that you'll most likely never to be together in the long run.

Maybe you already knew....

Every time you say this time I will not fall in love deeply, I'm not giving him all the love and yearnings in the world.

Every time you say this time I will get over it and move on, I will never fall the same way twice.

But at the end, when he start showing the slightest of attention, you'd relapse and you find yourself willing to give him your life again but in your right senses you know that he doesn't deserve it at all.

Why?

Why are we willing to indulge ourselves in something we clearly know that will not come to fruition?

We just seem to be so insensible at times.

I believe that when you're truly into someone, the destination is rather irrelevant. You may risk ending up with nothing at all.

But at the very least, I could hold my head up and walk out with no regrets because I know I did my best.