as i crumbled down..
the voice started again..
the voice i grew to despise.

telling me to not give in,to not give up,to not break down.
but it hurts so bad
so bad.

the pain will always be here now
never will it go.and i dont want it to go.
let it serve me as a reminder of how exactly i should be.

to make full use of my capabilities.
to see the world,to see them, as tools.
to see everyone thru the eyes of what i've been holding back for too long.

i was who i was.
a lover. a friend and a light.

i am now, who i am.
a man.

if you could save me.. then do it.